At the point of complete.

Misery if found strength.

When nothings going your way and nothing seems right or wrong or up or down. I found the truest strength.

The numbness that comes with nothing mattering except the mission

The mission were all on the does care if your coffees hot or cold or you have the right place to live or enough money to make it through the week.

It’s a numbness that keeps you together keeps you strong keeps you together through right or wrong.